Wednesday, May 31, 2006

what the hell is wrong with you!
my day was pretty alright until i saw you!
damn.
seriously. stop being childish.
when will you ever grow up?
ironically, i wish youd stay seven fer life.
thats when you were still so innocent and cute.
when did you start becoming like that.
people tell me, blood is thicker than water.
true.
but youre making me hate you.
and think of even severing ties with you.
why the hell are you like that?
i thought i could forget it all.
this time, no more.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

shit.
how could i be so careless..
and looking back, only one word came to me mind.
bullshit.
if thats the reason daddy's so hostile to me, its really not worth it.

Monday, May 29, 2006

waking up at 0700 was no chicken feet this morning.
especially when i slept at 2plus?
but its alright.
im still awake((:

i miss yan palace already.
damn.
kbox anyone? hahah.

catched up a bit with bananas today.
damn funny.
was good. we can do this more often during the hols((:


coincidence?
forget.
what a vague word..

Sunday, May 28, 2006

yan palace is cursed i swear!
everytime i go there, id have to visit the loo multiple times.
gosh.
was fun today.
some picturesss.

Saturday, May 27, 2006

ubin cycling today.
hmmm. freaky.
so many accidents. with 3 MAJOR ones.
i feel the pain fer them.
gosh.
hope theyll be well in time fer atc.

anyway, as debbie puts it, the ass has been spreading some stuff.
two-face.
damn. i still have to deal with these kinda people.
i thought we were all matured now arent we?

tons of tuition homework to do.
its madness i tell you.
im not even a quarter-way through.

Friday, May 26, 2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXjCPPjH4mo
check it out.

why aint it bouncing?
MADNESS! hahahah.

5.
why does it have to be a number i like..
on a brighter note, i finally passed knowledge.
joy.
just one more to gooo. damn.
thanks to those who helped in one way or another.
especially my dear debbieee((:
many people said that i feared fer knowledge test more than fer gp.
bwahahah. duhh.

cycling tmr! wheee.
but tuition after. stupid shit.

Thursday, May 25, 2006

you know where ive come from
you know my story
you know why im standing here, tonight
please dont go, dont be in a hurry
im here to make it clear, make it right

well I know ive acted foolish
but i promise you; no more
ive finally found that something worth reaching for

im not here to say im sorry
im not here to lie to you
im here to say im ready
that ive finally thought it through
im not here to let your love go
im not giving up
im here to win your heart and soul
thats my goal

please dont go
you know that i need you
i cant breathe without you
live without you
be without you

well I know I've acted foolish
but I promise you; no more

im not here to say im sorry
im not here to lie to you
im here to say im ready
that ive finally thought it through
im not here to let your love go
im not giving up
im here to win your heart and soul
thats my goal

well i wont stop believing that we will be leaving together
so when i say i love you, i mean it for ever and ever
ever and ever

im not here to say im sorry
im not here to lie to you
im here to say im ready
that ive finally thought it through
im not here to let your love go
im not giving up, oh no
im here to win your heart and soul
thats my goal


thanks fer the song marcus! ((:

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

the comment on the last post.
said by my own blood brother.
ohh wells.

gosh. someone kill me please.
I WANT A CHANGE OF LEGS.

hmmm. two more tests!
wait. make that three. gp included.
go lizzie!
wheee. im mad.
now zhisheng calls me the rainbow girl.
why? one; he forgot my name. two; my hair clips.
new additions to my name too. wonderfulll.
marcus; "eeel-lizard-bird"
i shall post the pic with our rubbish scribblings soon.
im feeling ohh-so-random.
tired? kinda.
holidays!

Sunday, May 21, 2006

"everybody hates you. why dont you just climb all the way to the top of Singapore's highest building and jump down."
thanks. ill keep that in mind.

Friday, May 19, 2006

i admit it was tough.
but felt better with the incessant noise((:
yong yap how?
but before that; tests.

facil how?
must study hard too.

kumpateh!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

sleep.
what a heavenly thing.
deprived of it.
thats what i am.

PB improved.
doesnt make a difference.
re-run sometime again soon.

tests, tests, more tests.

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

the stress is getting to all of us.
tons of things due tmr.
what am i still doing here.
ohh yes. 15km.
wish me luck. hope my feet doesnt die on me again.

ohh yes, some idiots pranked me and debbie just now.
they better own up.
told me that they were from crystal jade, that i ordered 20 xiao long baos and that they lost my address so they need it again to deliver to my house.
retards.
who calls HOME delivery with a handphone? emphasizing on the HOME.
and does crystal jade even have home delivery?
hahah.
thanks fer that anyway.
helped me to relax a lil.

Monday, May 15, 2006

i stare at your face
into your eyes
outside there's so much passing us by
all of the sounds
all of the sights
over the earth and under the sky
too much cold and too much rain
too much heartache to explain

who needs the world when ive got you
switch off the sun the stars and the moon
ive all i need inside of this room
who needs the world when ive got you

i walk on the street
talk in the dark
i see people, strangers falling apart
i open my arms
tried to be true
seems like my only truth is you
am i wrong
or am i right
all i want is you tonight

who needs the world when ive got you
switch off the sun the stars and the moon
ive all i need inside of this room
who needs the world when ive got you

who needs the stars so bright and the grass so green and the morning light
who needs the wind to blow and the tide to rise
who needs it


awww. sweet song.
i wonder if i can play it on the guitar((:

im dying please..

Saturday, May 13, 2006

been sick ytd.
so weird.
couldnt even walk without feeling a headache.
hahahah.
was supposed to go see sinseh again, but my grandma just didnt seem to know how to get there.
we spent like half an hour?
until i was really fed-up, we decided to head back.
sorry charissa!
and so i went to see the doctor.
got my medicine.
he asked if i needed a mc. how retarded?
HAHAH.
so anyway, took my medicine and realised i had an overdose.
that explains my sleepiness.
so i went off to bed at about 8plus?
and slept til 5plus when i was awoken by a nightmare! super scary please.
but i went back to sleep and got up close to 0800. just enough time to prepare to meet debbie and nicole to go fer kayaking.

PLANNED to study. didnt happen.
just couldnt resist the temptation.
went down to kayak too.
wahahah.
so fun please.
first, lala, lek, sulo and i paddled all the way to touch the yellow buoy.
then, we hung around and sulo found a tennis ball.
wheeee. we started playing monkey, then kayaking polo, then touch rugby?
hahah. madness man.
ohh yes, i managed to carry a kayak by myself!
yayy fer me please!(((:
but only fer a short distance.
bahhh. at least i managed it. hahahah.

after that, cabbed down to town with foxy, ronald and poh chiat.
they then took bus home and stuff while i went to meet stace and b2!
had dinner at pepper lunch. AGAIN.
hahah. but its nice.

hmmm. im like blogging every single thing so specifically. hahah. quite hyper today la. dunno why.


b2! i hope youll be alrighttt. ill continue to think of something. meanwhile, try to hang in there. we know its hard.. but you can do it. anything, just one phone call away. remember that!

Thursday, May 11, 2006

alright. bottom line is i suck as a pe rep.
really sorry you guys.
didnt mention the bad parts of today cos i thought the fun you guys had at the games would override everything else.
i guess im wrong.
i wasnt even clear bout most of the things that were going on.
i assumed most of what was going on.
im so sorry. but thanks fer all your trust in me.
ill try to aim to do better. i promise.
and if you all dont get satisfactory results, i suggest you guys should just start scouting fer a new pe rep..

sports carnival day!
though we didnt win anything, all was good.
i love you guys!
we did our best.
and thanks so much fer participating in the games though you all were reluctant at first..
FULL attendance please!
im so proud of 05((:

ohh fringe; wont you grow back fast.
the horror.

after sports carnival, went off to collect my cert with debbie.
she was oggling at how white ij is. hahah!
afterwhich, we went fer lunch and proceeded to town.
lots of familiar faces round town. its scary.
hahah.
and debbie accused gerrad of stalking her.
wahahah. so funny please.
failed attempt to get sandals.
BUT got my clips! and went to toy r us to get the cute cute bottle lala has.
madness i tell you. retarded all the way.
but we're happy people. ((:


you shouldnt waste your time.

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

woahhh. the past few days have been busy.
and ohh-so-tiring.
work's piling up. tuition teacher's scaring me!
I NEED A BREATHER.

on a lighter note,
ODAC was fun today.
did SOC. managed to get over the wall and pass all the obstacles except fer the monkey bar.
super happy please! though i ended up getting scratches here and there. SUPER PAINFUL.
laughing like a mad woman when i reached the top after so many attempts please!
hahah.
ohh the joy.
and then there was the 2.4 challenge. didnt run though. sigh.
but glad fer debbieee. she beat her PB please! by almost ONE MINUTE!((:
hahah. ohh and gidman and wei ren tried to change my name to a chinese name too.
after what they did to debbie.
actually, wei ren was the one.
cos he was helping gidman to bang me back.
HAHAH.
gidman's SOOOOOO jealous of my bag!
yun ren; giddy man. wahahahah!

hmmm..
sports carnival tmr!
i so wanna play softball!
big big sigh.
hope my class's excited bout it.
we can do it!
hahah. so proud of them fer volunteering themselves fer events.
ohh yes, final day to collect cert tmr.
gotta rush back to ij.

what else have i missed out.. hahah.
ohh well, made a pact with shijie to not stay online fer more than two hours.
bwahahahah!

honeystar dreamsssss(((:

Monday, May 08, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Glittery texts by bigoo.ws

hope you enjoyed the cake and presents babe. ((:

Glittery texts by bigoo.ws

cool right cool right?
thanks debbieeeee!(((:

Saturday, May 06, 2006

tonight. the start of a new revolution?

on the way to lunch.
me to mummy or daddy: so who are you voting for?
daddy: none.
rui long; my brother: cannot sayyyyy.
me: huh? we're family please. what cannot say.
rui long: you never watch the advertisement meh? they say the vote has to be kept a secret. stupid.
the rest of the converstion was just rebuting and more name-callings.

at lunch.
i couldnt drink any cold drinks. mummy and rui long each had a glass of ICED lime juice.
me: eyy. dont put in front of me leh. its so tempting.
mummy: huh? what temping? how to spell?
daddy(trying to be funny): t-e-m-p-i-n-g. ya. tempting.
all of us burst out in laughter.
thats how dumb my mummy is. so mean. but ya. there's more to it. just lazy to type.
bwahahah.

missed the sembawang trail.
damn. so depressing.
went to cut my hair instead.
the fringe's too short! rahhr. i dont like.

Friday, May 05, 2006

flat feet.
woww..
an endless discovery of my own body.
hahh.

ohh yes, you might think im mad.
but i really do wanna run.

lots happened lately.
the happy ones, not so happy ones, and the super miserable one.
some people will understand. some wont.
giving up time. on number negative 3 day.
all the best to you.

studies now. important.
when two weeks are up, hopefully i would get "new" legs.
lots of catching up to do.
ate lots. but never exercise at all. great eyy..

Monday, May 01, 2006

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
ok. that was just to voice my discomfort during the session i had with the sinseh.
ahahah.
now ive got nice sexy-coloured legs. oooooo.
puii. hahah.
two weeks. the sinseh said i cant run fer TWO WEEKS. dammit.
please please please recover soon.
i hate doing nothing during ODAC.
ohh yes. and im supposed to ABSTAIN from cold drinks. please do help to remind me. hahah.
thanks charissa fer following meeeee! ((:

during dinner, due to the lack of sunning, the koropok was soft.
my dad tried to toast it to make it harden.
brilliant idea man.
it turned out worse.

and no nana! youre not forgotten please!
i shall go find a pic we took together kayy. ((:
and when you come back we shall take many many more! xD